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[Sunday
January 22nd, 2006 at 10:28am] |
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OMG! myspace is down! what is wrong with the wrold! i hope it is up soon! if its not up soon i will go crazy! well good old live journal is working! so i guess i will be on here....sadly!
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[Monday
November 7th, 2005 at 7:33pm] |
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yeah!!!!!!!!!!! i got a myspace account! i know how to put pics on there and everything i feel like i have miss so much of life since i have'nt had a computer so i'm excited! but yeah love yall peace!
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[Sunday
November 6th, 2005 at 2:59pm] |
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omg hello every one!
i know probaly no1 will read this cause everyone is on myspace now so if anyone who loves me and knows i'm computer retarded! should help me make myspace account! but yeah love ya peace!
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| heeeeeeeey! |
[Saturday
July 23rd, 2005 at 11:33pm] |
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hey world! yeah i'm at chelsy house right now! i got a chance to hang out with chels alittle bit before everyone got here! it was kool! but yeah i kinda wish i never wrote kelly that e-mail! because now i'm driving myself nuts! i hope he writes me back! i know there is no chance in hell that i would go out with him again! he sucked at a bf after awhile! and i'm sure if i found out the real resson we broke up i would'nt want anything to do with him! but i just really want to see how he is and i want to talk to him about why we broke up! it just makes me mad that he tried to play us breakin up like it was the space thing but i know it was'nt! it was something else! gosh i just got really mad! but yeah i can't wait to start the senior year! i hope its alot of good time and good memories! but yeah tomorrow is quake on the lake! i'm super ecited! i missed it yesterday so i hope 2morrow will be tight! but yeah i'm gonna body slam chels while she is sleepin! ok people peace out!
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| hell yeah! |
[Friday
July 22nd, 2005 at 2:29pm] |
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oh my freaking gosh! i'm so excited! i'm going to warp tour! with vicki! and i have worked alot over the pass two weeks so i'm going to be rich soon! wow i'm so excited! but yeah i'm glad that i'm going to warp tour and that i'm going to be a rich BICTH! but still i'm still kinda bumbed out! i have no man candy i'm lacking friends..... don't get me wrong i know i have wonderful friends that i talk to from time to time but i just don't hang out with them as much as i would like to! i dunno i just wish i had a close friend i can talk to! i dunno i have alwas had someone in my life that was my "best friend" and even if i did'nt have a guy in my life i would alwas have my "best friend" to lean on. but now it dose'nt seem like i have anyone i can talk to or be close with....so i guess u can say i feel pretty lonely mixed with a little sadness in there. but yeah other than all that stuff i just said life is treating me kind! i'm getting along with my family,i have a job i actually like to go to and cheerleading is going swell! i belive if people come to practice more and try i think we have a chance to go to states!...... well atleast do good at compotensions! well i feel sick so im going to peace out! so.... peace out!:)
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| i have a lame life! |
[Saturday
July 16th, 2005 at 10:13pm] |
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o jesus! i have'nt been on lj in a long time! but yeah..... nothing really has happened! i kinda feel like i don't have a group of friends to hangout with!!!! it's kinda sad! but wut can you do! ok i wish i had something good to talk about but i really don't! well i almost got in a fight! i was just trying to hang with tj and one of his old gf came over! and i hate her and i got in her face and wanted to punch her square in her face but i couldnt! tj is not worth it! but yeah that happened a week ago! but yeah wut dose a girl gotta do to get laid over the summer! if any body knows a guy who wants a nice girl to talk to tell them to call me! well i'm done writeing about my lame life! hopefully something good happenes! but yeah im out! peace!
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| o dear! |
[Friday
July 1st, 2005 at 9:59pm] |
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hey world! omg i saw josh today at the mall! i did'nt know his name for the longest time but now i know it and hopefully something will come out of it! we are soposse to hangout tomorrow! but i dunno i don't think i want to anything serious! and i'm pretty sure he dose'nt want anything serious his a player! but hey his cute and i wanna hang with him! but yeah lately i been having the erge to talk to kel! i'm kinda scared to talk to him cause he might have a gf and it's not like i care if he has a gf but i want to be the first to have a new lover! i know that sounds selfish but thats just how things have to be! but yeah i miss alot of my friends! like a-polly, Tnash, BJ ECT.... so hope u guys call me! well love ya! peace!!
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| no summer love for PeEpS yet! :( |
[Sunday
June 26th, 2005 at 2:24pm] |
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OMG!!!!!!!! I just relized i have no love life! this sucks! but anywho yeah i went fishing with chelsy on friday and we caught 5 fishes! i love fishin! i need a boy to take me on a fishin trip that would be so romantic! i hate hooking the worms thou it's pretty gross! and i feel bad! oh yeah chels got hit on by a freshmen and he got her # and we were messing with his head! it was funny! but yeah ok this weekend i saw brayn about 3 times! i think god is teaseing me! i think god is dangling brayn in my face and is like "u see this hott kid u want him? to bad can't have him!" or maybe it's a sign that maybe i should talk to him next time i see him! but i can't! brayn is the only guy i can not talk to too! he scares me and i don't know y! maybe because he is so hott and i'm not and i'm afaird of rejection! so i dunno what to think about all my sightings of brayn! i'm just not gonna read to much into it i guess! but yeah i'm just hopeing summer love will find me soon! well g2g peace!
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| wut up doe |
[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005 at 1:31pm] |
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hey wuts up world! yeah i'm so tried! last nifht was a nother wild night at mars! let me tell ya we are some crazy bitchs! anita, a-polly, chels and mar came and got me at like 10:00 at night and from there it was all shit and giggles! it was so much fun i love hanging out with all my close friends like that! but yeah i g2g talk to yall latter peace!
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| Wut the heck!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Monday
June 13th, 2005 at 12:13pm] |
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yeah i'm at vicktwats house right now just thought i'd write in here! but yeah i'm really upset with someone right now! i dunno i'm just annyoed with them! it just suck that she makes me feel like crap and she does'nt even care! but any who i talk to kelly this weekend we talk on the phone for like 2 hours! weird! i need to stop talking to him! but yeah i dunno i thought i was going to be close to all my friends but it seems like most of them don't want to hang out with me! i just wish i could feel close to them again and not feel like i'm an outsider! but yeah i love everyone don't get me wrong but i wish i felt it back! well hope the rest of the summer i feel like my friends want me around and we can have fun together! but yeah g2g peace!
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[Thursday
June 9th, 2005 at 8:14am] |
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OMG! i just worte a long ass entry and now it is gone! i just don't think i could write all that stuff again! i guess i'll make it short this time around! but anyway i'm so sad that this might be my last journal entry! you see i don't have a computer, so i do my LJ at OTC! and today is my last day at OTC! but yeah i'm kinda wishing i didnt come cause there is no one her besides me and T-NASH so we are bored out of our minds! but anyway...im signed up for honors english and i'm thinking i should get out of that class! u have to do alot of work during the school year and u have to do work during the summer! and i'm not about to that! but it would look good for college ya know! i dunno i need someone to help me figure out if i want to take that class! my parents are'nt any help! i don't think they care if i go to college or not! but anyway i'm excited for gymnastics after school today! maybe Brian will be there! but yeah i don't have anything good to talk about! no drama today i guess! well i'm gonna go! hopefully i'll get to write in here soon! well i'm out! peace!
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| Y CAN'T THE PEOPLE I LOVE UNDER STAND! |
[Wednesday
June 8th, 2005 at 8:01am] |
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I'm sorry too. I have nothing else to say,and it's not worth my time to argue. Good luck with everything. Love ya. Bye
-Kel
Hmmmm i wonder what thats suppose to mean? kel worte me back! yeah im kinda mad that all my friends tell me not to waste my time with kelly! and when they compare me to kristen and her bf! sry but i'm not going threw the same stuff as kristen and her bf! sometimes i regret talking to my friends about kel cause no one understands that i dont want him to hate me! i know he is an asshole and he did some shady business behind my back! but still he still means something to me and im sry i cant turn my felling off for someone i use to be in love with like that! i know that i should'nt care about what kel thinks but theres nothing i can do or anyone else can do about that cause i do care! but yeah now that things are kinda better between me and kel i'm just gonna leave it at that! i dont think im going to try to talk to him ever again unless he wants to talk but other than that the chapter that onece was me and kelly is CLOSED! but yeah i'm sry if i mad any of my friends mad about this entry but sometime it's like... yeah u care about me and u tell me how u feel! but it just feels like u guys dont see where i'm coming from and dont even try to understand! but yeah i'm going go now i'm kinda pissed off so im just gonna go now! peace!
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[Tuesday
June 7th, 2005 at 8:03am] |
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lol! omg yesterday tabetha wrote kelly a reallly mean e-mail about how he is an ass-hole to me and how is has a small winkie! and how he is a fag cause he plays roller hockey! and of crouse i knew kelly would call me and bitch me out and of crouse kelly called me right when i got home from school! omg i was pissed at him cause i told him not to be mad at me for what tabatha did! she wanted to let him know how she felt about him and she did! even thou kelly has put me threw some shit i fell really really bad that his feelings got hurt! i know i shouldnt give a damn about how kelly fells but he dosent need to hear he has a small winkie! its not that small....but it's not that big! gosh i just wish i had'nt put kelly shit out there! but any way i still want him in my life his a great guy! despite of all the crap that has happen i still think highly of him! i dunno what i should do? should i apologize to him or just let things be as they are! i dunno im so confused and i feel bad about EVERYTHING! but yeah i think i will go now and right him a sorry e-mail! It's the least i can do well g2g people peace!
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| TEHE! |
[Monday
June 6th, 2005 at 8:10am] |
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I am so happy ur gone
I am so happy i dont love u
I am so happy u cant hurt me anymore
I am in a really good mood! i am so giddy! i can't wait to hang with everyone over the summer! omg i hate chelsy and a-polly! they almost drowned me! wut the f***! thosse crazzy niggs! gosh my life would be the shit if i had a bf! but im not looking for one any more! i just gotta wait! but trust me if i see someone i like i'm going for him! but yeah school is almost out! and i cant wait to be in my swim suit every day, hang out with my crazy friends looking for papa willie! lol! i just hope this summer will be fun and i won't regret anything! well gotta go people! peace!
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| the party is over |
[Saturday
June 4th, 2005 at 12:22pm] |
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wow last night was pretty fun! i went to Mars b-day party! it was pretty crazy! people were getting thrown in the pool, aj got naked! mikie jumped into the pool naked! looked at some porn and got caught! pretty fun stuff! my hair looks like shit! but its all good! chelsy's lover matt came to see her! lol! i wish i had a lover to come see me! but yeah i could of killed chels last night she wouldnt go to sleep! but o-well! there was a little drama going on with mar and garfery! but other than that i think mar had a good b-day! well g2g peace!
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| i want a summer love |
[Thursday
June 2nd, 2005 at 8:01am] |
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man this f***ing sucks! i dont have a bf for summer! i know most people are like its summer u can flirt and makeout with all the guys u like! but im not like that! that use to be fun to me but what im really looking for is something real! someone to call my own! i had great hopes for me and kelly over the summer but hey shit happenes! lol yesterday me and a-polly were makeing fun of this freshmen with huge tits! they were really saggie! lol a-polly is so fun to be around! love u gurl! but yeah im gonna go now love ya peace!
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| wut is yo? |
[Wednesday
June 1st, 2005 at 8:14am] |
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hey yall! omg yesterday i was so embarrasses! i went to mott to get my physical and i went over a cruve cause my dad was yelling at me and aj jackson saw me do it! i felt so dumb! i was hopeing no one saw that but aj did so what can ya do? but yeah i think im over kelly! i still love him and i alwas will but sometimes u just gotta move on and let what happen in the past stay in the past! i just dont think im ready to be his friend just yet! i'll forgive him one day but i will never forget what he did to me! and i was talking to my gurl vicki yesterday and she made me feel better about everything! she made me relize kelly is just alittle boy who is a lier for not telling me the truth about him and britney! his a cheat cause he was trying to get back with britney behind my back! and his a coward cause he dosent have the balls to tell me the truth about all this and i had to find out by myself! what a little dick F***! F*** yeah school is almost out people! i hope i party with all yall before summer is over peace!
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| kelly is offically the biggest dick i know! |
[Tuesday
May 31st, 2005 at 7:45am] |
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hello everyone! kelly is such a dick! i go over to his house on sunday hopeing that we could be friends and put everything behind us! but that wasnt the case! i go into kelly's room and there is a big ass picture of britney his ex-girl friend! and when i saw that picture it felt like kelly broke my heart all over again! i f***ing hate him! and i want to put all his shit out there but i cant i would feel bad about it later! but for people who are close to me already know!i dunno if i should try to be his friend any more! im just not mature enough for all this!
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| today is gonna suck |
[Thursday
May 26th, 2005 at 9:21am] |
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ok 2day just feels like it is going to suck! i have a feeling that my whole life is going to suck! i probaly wont find a guy to love me. i wont find a job i will truely enjoy! but hey thats life! yeah i hope i see brian after school 2day! maybe seeing him will put me in a better mood but yeah gonna go now peace!
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| life is hard |
[Wednesday
May 25th, 2005 at 7:55am] |
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ok everyone, im trying this thing were i dont talk about kelly i dont call kelly and i dont think about kelly! i cant stand missing him so much! and it sucks that when i do talk to kelly it just dosent even help anything cause he dosent want to talk about what happened between us i guess he thinks nothin would help so he just doent want to try to be with me anymore! and it really hurts! i know its going to be hard to whipe kelly from my mind but its better than feeling lonely and confussed all the time! life is just really hard with out him! i was truely happy when i was with kelly but now its hard to keep a smile on my face! i just hope i can be happy again with or without kelly! but whatever! on a lighter note this really hot guy called me last night! i dont know his name thou! and we have talked a couple of times now and i feel like a complet idoit cause its to late to ask him his name now! so i gotta find a smoth way to ask him his name! wow im so dumb! but yeah love yall! peace!
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